A Love That Hides the Pain

 

A Love That Hides the Pain - Christ Ahnsahnghong & God the Mother - whoiswmscog

Eternal and infinite glory, thanks, honor and praise be to our God the Father Ahnsahnghong and God the Mother for Their boundless love.

My dad passed away when I was in primary school. From that time on, my mom had to take care of our whole family all by herself. She got a job to move trash bags to the place where the garbage truck came to pick them up. When people took out their trash and put it in front of their houses, my mom moved them to a cart. To feed and raise her three children, she went to work whether it rained or snowed.
She went to work from early in the evening and continued until the early morning. Whenever she came home, she reeked a foul stench. What I hated more than the foul smell was to meet my mom by change while I was with my friends. Whenever that happened, I felt embarrassed; it felt like the most embarrassing thing in the world. If I saw my mom from a distance first, I grabbed my friends’ arms and went in a different direction, and sometimes even though I saw her, I just pretended that I didn’t see her. One day, my mom didn’t go to work. I thought it was strange because she had never missed a day of work before. I always had to prepare dinner for my brothers. But that day, I was happy because my mom prepared dinner for us. While she was preparing dinner, I enjoyed my free time. When dinner was ready, we all gathered around the table, but my mom said she didn’t feel like eating and just went into the bedroom.
That night, while sleeping by my mom, a strange sound woke me up. I looked at my mom, and noticed that her face was covered in sweat.
“Mom! Mom!”
I was surprised, so I woke up my mom.
“Why aren’t you sleeping?” I asked her.
“Mom! Are you sick?” I asked her.
“Have I ever been sick? I am not sick at all. Come on now, go back to sleep. You have school tomorrow.”
She looked very sick, but she was lying to me.
The next day, she went to work, saying she was feeling okay. After she left for work, there was a silence in the house for a while. Then I saw a pharmacy bag by my mom’s blanket. I didn’t know that it was medicine for her kidneys until I got older. When I was younger, I thought that my mom was as strong as iron. I regret saying to my mom that she smelled bad or that I was ashamed of her when I was the immature child. How much worse the smell must have been for her while she was taking out the garbage bags, and how much more must her body have ached from the hard labor? Now I can fathom the heart of my mom who had to pretend to be strong in order to hide her weakness from her children.
To save these sinful children, Heavenly Mother is living a painful life, not showing Her sickness even though She is sick. I have taken for granted the love which was made through Mother’s pain and stabbed Her in the heart with my selfish thoughts and acts.
Mother, please for give me, a sinner, who is so slow to understand Your love and sufferings. I will repay You for Your love and grace little by little by loving my brothers and sisters until I go back to heaven. Thank you Father Christ Ahnsahnghong and God the Mother.

M-H Jeong from Gumi, Korea

11 Responses

  1. nora says:

    Thanks to god the mother for taking care of us … she forget her pain and sorrow..she only think our live.. from now on, I become the mature and give mother’s love our sisters and brothers!

  2. collins says:

    How deep is your love, mother. I can’t imagine.

  3. sara says:

    How can I express gratitude to Heavenly mother for her great sacrifice!

    Thank you mother for everything.

  4. jessica says:

    I know how much God love me, I can’t realize how deep God’s love is. Thanks to God for loving me.

  5. Jayfee says:

    Heavenly Mother’s love is truly so deep. As physical mothers take care their child like herself, Heavenly Mother always take care of us. Thanks to God the Mother.

  6. lebekah says:

    Mothers on the earth hide their love n sacrifice in pains for children. Our Heavenly Mother love us in pain n sorrow
    I give thank n honor with my deep heart

  7. love says:

    I can’t imagine the world without God the Mother. If we don’t know that there is Heavenly Mother, we don’t find out love. If we don’t realize God ther Mother, we can’t go back to the kingdom of heaven. We must recognize Elohim god’s love and the water of life given by Heavenly Mother through the Bible clearly.

    God the Mother is wondrous love.

  8. Nicky says:

    Mother’s love is endless and boundless. Always mother focuses on her children. For her children is everything. It shows that our spiritual mother is like the physical mother. Heavenly mother leads us our hometown, heaven. WMSCOG believes in Heavenly Mother according to the bible. Plz come to WMSCOG dwelling in Heavenly Mother~

  9. elsa says:

    We already know that Heavenly Mother is living a painful life to save these sinful children, not showing Her sickness even though she is sick. We are so slow to understand Her love and sufferings. I want to repay God the Mother for Her great love and sacrifices by obeying the words of God and repenting our sins. I give thanks and glory to Elohim God forever and ever.

  10. Turam says:

    It is to be remembered that Heavenly Parents have come to this earth to seek heavenly children, who had betrayed Them to get their own glory. This good news is to be seized by everyone who lives on the earth, the spiritual city of refuge. God the Mother has come in the flesh to save us when we were still going after the worldly things, failing to remembering heavenly grievous sins.

    God the Mother’s great love! What on earth can be more important for you?

  11. 제인 says:

    God mother’s love is endless.
    True joy, happiness, and eternal life is in God the mother.
    God the mother is calling you.
    Come to arms of God the mother!

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