Until I realized God the Mother with my heart
I was blessed with a new life through the grace of God the Father, Ahnsahnghong and God the Mother, studied the words of God and attended services at the World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG). Many years have passed since I came into Zion. One day, by chance, I saw a picture on the wall in the Church of God.
At that time, I managed the Sunday School at the church I was attending. Although I had seen the picture of God the Mother with the teachers of the Children’s Mission School, I didn’t think much of it because I had not studied about God the Mother. But after studying God the Mother through the Bible, I realized God the Mother in the picture, whom I had not given much thought about.
After that day, when I saw God the Mother wearing a hanbok (Korean traditional women’s clothes) with a big smile in the picture, I don’t know why but it made me feel so warm inside and I also came to think that God the Mother most definitely has to be with us.
From then on, it seemed that my heart, which felt like something was missing before, was being filled with the love of God the Mother little by little. However, strangely enough, I understood God the Mother in my head but always had some questions about God the Mother in my mind: ‘Does The Bible testify about God the Mother?’ ‘Would God the Mother also come from the east like Christ Ahnsahnghong?’ etc, though I believed in God the Mother.
I did not ask questions about God the Mother, who I had doubts about, to anyone, but curiously enough, whenever I attended the service on the Sabbath day, the sermon was about God the Mother whom I was curious about for such a long time. My questions, all the doubts about God the Mother I had in my mind, were answered clearly through the sermon. And then I was filled with God the Mother. God the Mother knows everything, the questions in my heart and in my thoughts, and lead me to the answer. From that day on, I thoroughly understood and believed in God the Mother with my heart and not just with my knowledge.
And after a year or two passed by, what allowed me to have a strong faith was after I found out the identity of the slanderers, who slander God the Father, Christ Ahnsahnghong and God the Mother while holding a one-man picket demonstration in the front of the Church of God. Through all of these things, I realized the love of God the Father, Christ Ahnsahnghong and God the Mother, who hold onto my heart.